Have you ever thought that things just were? Not good, not bad… just… are. Boredom has overcome me here at Villanova. I don’t seem to give a shit about much of anything anymore, and I can’t seem to find anything with which to give me that push back towards caring. I’ve been floating through life without really pushing any limits or testing myself for a good while now, and I’m starting to get bored. I don’t really know what to do with myself anymore. Class, eat, sleep, chill out with the same people… that’s pretty much it. I feel like I need a change of scenery for a while, but I’m not too sure how to go about doing that. I don’t seem to have enough time for even myself these days, and taking time to get away from things seems highly improbable, if not impossible. I’m not really sure what the point of this post is… but then again that last post really had no point either… nor did it relate to diabetes in the least…. so here it is I guess.
tb.
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February 26, 2009 at 12:11 am
Seonaid
monotony is a curse. I hope you’ve found a change of scenery… The way I avoid it is by taking a bus off campus every Sunday morning and either exploring some new neighborhood, or going to an old one and walking a different route back to campus… It’s not a lot, but it does the job quite well, although I am easily contented. I think it’s all about making time for yourself, even if you don’t believe that’s possible.